Tuesday, July 05, 2005

I have a feeling I am being ostracised by my colleagues. This is what happens when you go for a long break I guess. But my suspicions are that this new round of ostracism is being fueled by the people on top. For what reasons I have no idea at all. So why do I say that? Why for example, the projects that I handed over to them before I left are still half-completed or not even started. So I asked if they want to pass it back to me to do. Both said no. Not even when they have quite a bit to handle. So how? Wait for work to drop onto my laps ah? People who know me will know I am not like that. So I start new proposals for new projects again! Only thing is I will probably have left by the time they are to be executed so how? I plan and they do shit-work later lor! Haha...

This morning, my newly promoted administration manager asked me into his room and told me that 'some of the directors not very pleased with your reporting time'. DUH. I just came back from a 6-week break. What reporting time are you talking about? And from the log-in book that we were suppose to fill in daily now, I see that the 2 other girls have been reporting at past 10 too, since I have been away. So?!? Why this double-standard?

And about this newly promoted manager... I have my suspicions about him for a while now. Before the promotion he was only a senior administration executive. And he joined much later than me. Yet now he is given a promotion while I get demoted of sorts, with the hire of two new girls in April and now another senior PR executive being hired and reporting in August. What is this?! Did I mention we are to REPORT to this SENIOR person? Anyway, back that new manager... I have been suspecting he was the one telling my Executive Director rumours and nonsense about the reasons I wanted to resign initially. Come on, there is no one else I spoke to about my leaving then. Only he knows enough to spin and distort a whole new tale to others from what I said.

Hmpf! Want me to report to someone just because she is older than me and capabilities yet to be proven? Wait long long.

I will be gone before then.