Sunday, November 28, 2004





You Are From Neptune



You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.




Hee... this is fun...




You Are the Enthusiast



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You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.




Haha, can tell I have been surfing around Shup's blog... Kekeke...

Monday, November 22, 2004

November 21st. A day that gave me many reasons to smile, as well as to hope; while putting on my guard against those I work for and with. But many things were further revealed to me in the one full day I spent in close proximity to those in authority. I only have this to say: "At the end of the day, I am only here to work and to serve the residents to bring them a better life; I am not here to prostitute myself or my capabilities, least of all my integrity. Do not think I am a pushover simply because I yield to your ceaseless demands and orders. Do not get me involved in your petty fights against one another. It is not why I am here, and less why I am still staying."

On a happy note, although we did not get the targeted number of volunteers we wanted for our street sales to fundraise, we still did quite well. Therefore I conclude that had we gotten the 1000 volunteers, we would be able to hit our targeted amount definitely. Over-optimistic? Well, I prefer to think confidence helps you to walk further and achieve more than you otherwise would. As a friend gasped in surprise:" You mean you can raise so much money just by selling chopsticks? Imagine how much you could get if you sold forks and spoons and bowls." Haha, I think he was just being silly.

A few days ago, a friend was trying to tell me the latest news on HIM. Well, a part of me did want to know quite badly, but the rational side of me warned that I could very possibly be affected by what I hear, definitely not what I needed just before a big fundraising event. And I do believe it is very true as on Saturday I did feel quite upset for no reason, almost depressed. Ha. Yep...

Anyway, I survived everything nonetheless and I really believe I will continue to do so. Time to do a little stocktaking on other aspects of life now.

Stay tuned for more details...

Saturday, November 20, 2004


Which PPG are you?


Hey! This is not accurate at all! What does it mean I am dim? Huff! Do not try this test. I repeat: DO NOT TRY THE TEST!

Monday, November 15, 2004

I am loving my new haircut so much! For some reasons, I feel so liberated by its new length, or lack of. It seems that all my weariness, unhappiness, frustrations, unexplained helplessness were all shorn away when the scissors went snip! snip! Liberation! Freedom!

I think I will keep this hairstyle for quite a while. I was getting a little sick of my old length and styles. Maybe some gold streaks next! Haha.

My new haircut! I LURRVVVE IT!!!  Posted by Hello

Thursday, November 11, 2004

I am having a GREAT Deepavali! Haha. Slept in late, had pancakes for breakfast, bummed in bed somemore. Showered. Dozed off with a mask on my face. Had lunched. Dozed somemore. Watch TV. Lots of Indian TV. Haiz.... Such is life. For the very first time in my life! Haha...

Such decadence. Bliss.

*wink*

Sunday, November 07, 2004

The dinner is finally over, and so is my nightmare. For the time being. One would not be able to imagine or believe the amount of stress and unreasonable demands and abuses I have been under.

I did a calculation yesterday and realised I did 6 weeks worth of work in under a month. How did I accomplish that? Well, basically I worked for more than 10 hours on average, and over 20 hours the last week. Crazy? Yea, I know.

And why did I say my nightmare is over only for the time being? Well, to put it simply it is because there will always be projects on to do and as long as the abominable lady continues her term in the board next year, the chances of working under her again is very high and that will mean a whole year to repeat itself next year. Argh! Yeh... Haiz.

Well, as I was telling my colleague cum classmate basically that woman is alright. She just has a very nasty temper and a very big insecurity and low self-esteem problem. She can be nice to people but she chose to be mean to me, and she makes it very personal. I have been trying to recollect if I have offended her but I really cannot recall. Besides I seldom antagonise someone if I am not provoked first. Ha.

Hopefully when and if I no longer have to work with her she will be much more pleasant to be around.

Not blogged for a long time. Need some time to get back the momentum. Haha. Stay tuned!