Why do people want to fall in love so much if all that caring for someone else only brings misery upon themselves?

Why are people so eager to please another person only to bring bruises upon themselves?

What is love all about at all?

Nothing brings on as much tears to one's eyes as love does and only love can bring on so much sadness to one's heart.

Today I was given a preview of what my future holds. I was told that I will marry a rich man and have a good comfortable life in my later years. But, I will marry late.

Actually it was not the first time I was told this; that I have a face of fortune. More accurately, my nose. Actually, it made me wonder instead if I bring the guy fortune for having married me or that he is already a rich man. If it is the latter then he is probably an older guy. Heh.

Whatever.

It is Christmas eve. The dreaded time of the year is here again. Once every year always punctual. Sigh.

I do not enjoy Christmas for many reasons. Not least BECAUSE I am a Christian. But few will understand.

Bah humbug.