Quarreled with a good friend today. Over the trainer and what I should do. I am upset. More with the way he spoke to me than with what he was saying about my predicament. I am not saying that I am not upset with what he had said either. But I am more hurt with his tone than with his words.

I shall not say anymore. It hurts to have a friend speak to you like that.

Yes, I am at a confused stage of my life again. I need to seriously think about things, alot of things. But push me and I will just throw my hands up and do the first thing that comes to mind. It's not a threat. It's a reaction.

Right now, frankly I am beginning to get turn off being a Christian. Yes. Don't push me further.