I'm stoned.
And sad.
And hurt.
By my parents.
Ok, I am stoned from last night, not from my parents. That helped muffle up some of the things they said to me. Unfair.
I am trying as it is. But then I remembered it is no point for me to try at all because the harder I try the worse things ALWAYS gets. So, I am giving up now. Really. Totally. Completely.
It does not matter anymore.
One day...