I'm at a point where I do not know what to say. My mind is a complete blank. I no longer do things according to who I am, what I want to achieve and what I know. I just do whatever I feel like doing at the moment. Even if it means that I am acting out of the ordinary, out of what friends and family know me to be.

For the moment, I am done with thinking and planning. I will just do whatever I want to do at the moment, even if I will regret it later or know better. Whatever the consequences. Dangerous point of my life? Yea, I think so too.