I am finding myself back where I was almost a year back, same predicament. Hopefully not the same conclusion. Nah, not unless I want it to be anyway. I am not referring to my job anyway, but related in a way. Haha. Well all I can say at this point is, I got to watch the signals I am giving out. I am happy where I am, how I am, who I am. Now. So I hope nothing will jeapordise what I have now.

On another note, I had a dream last night. Where I dreamt that some of my friends were upset with me. That suspicions were raised about my absence at 2 weddings. Sigh.

Sometimes I really feel caught between a boulder and a corner. Nothing I can and will do would seem right. Nothing I have to say would matter or sound right. I do not want to be defensive but I do want to be heard on what I have to say.

But probably it does not matter to anyone but me now.