Tuesday, July 26, 2005

My right jaw has a dull ache that means I cannot open my mouth wide. Ouch. I need morphine.

And I am so sleepy too. Snuck into the boardroom for a shut-eye after lunch just now. Still feeling drowsy. Must be the weather. Better go home early tonight and sleep more. Hehe.

Another 9 days more to my last day. Yeah! Every day I have to face the irritating moron that likes to act cute is a torture to me. Makes me real grouchy and bitchy. Haha.

I learnt a new lesson too. That is one JUST HAS TO KNOW that you are being cared for, even when you get no phone calls, no emails and no messages for months on end; during a time when you most needed a friend. And that if your friends shun you, it is because you are boring, whining, repetitive, and most of all, your own fault. Most hilariously, you pushed them away yourself. At a time when you most wanted them around. Whew.

Ok.

I will bear that in mind, the next time ANYONE comes to me asking for a listening ear.

I hate to make use of of this to talk like this about such things. But I guess if it makes everyone more comfortable and happier, why not? No conflicts. I hate arguments, not that I always lose. I hate clashes. What would you want me to say that you want to hear? Can you accept what I have to say?