Tuesday, September 28, 2004

How can some people live life making others' lives miserable? How do they do it? I will never be able to grasp such 'high teachings'.

I am already working 12-14 hours a day, sometimes 6 days a week. How can anyone still say I am slacking off? I am not as efficient as before because my workload has increased but not my manpower. And not giving you the amended drafts the next morning when I have only left the office at nine o'clock the night before does not mean I am unreliable or inefficient. After all, I am neither the designer nor the webmaster, how do you expect me to hand you the amended drafts the next day? Even if I were, you mean I have to work through the night for you? How then do you expect me to still give you the same level of efficiency when all my eight tentacles are already in full use? Please do not look to my assistant. He is only a part-timer. He is not paid as much as me how can you expect him to do as much as I? Besides, being a part-timer I can only pass on so much work to him.

Please have some brain, and a little heart if you have any to spare. As it is we are not that highly paid. I am certainly not paid enough to take such rubbish from you. If you are not happy, I will quit one day.

But not before you hear my piece about you. Oh yes. I have written a piece, just for you.

I hate having to take pills to sleep. Please do not do this to me. You will not be the one paying my hospitalisation or medical bills. Do not make me fall sick. My body is already breaking down and rebelling. It is crying out for rest and peace. I can push on but do not give me shit like this to clean. You are just wasting my time and effort.

I have better things to do.