You may have noticed that I have not been blogging much. That is because I am so overwhelmed at work. So many things to do. So many nights of working till past 9 or 10; and so many of you thinking that I spent those nights partying. How sad... Nobody even gave me a call and asked how I am. Sigh.

Anyway I was doing a recap (of my life) sometime ago and I felt to a certain degree I am happier now but I confess that this is due only to my suppression and refusal to think about anthing else other than work and school. The long hours at work only meant that by the time I reached home I will be too tired to do anything much other than sleep. I had also came to the decision that waiting CONSCIOUSLY for HIM is only making me miserable. While if I just went about my life without thinking about the issue I can actually find some days when I feel really relieved.

Two days after that decision, I bumped into HIM. I was completely offguard. I wrote something on that chance meeting but I did not blog it. I will put it up later.

Anyway, that meeting threw me off, and everything else I thought I had laid to rest came charging up to the surface again. That was the reason for me feeling really down and unhappy. Took me sometime and a great effort to brush it away. I am fine now. Thanks to work! Haha. Ok, I had some help from a couple of friends too. Uncle James helped too by always teasing and playing the fool around me. Haha, it is really difficult feeling awful around that man. He is always so chirpy and full of nonsense, and always so carefree-like. It is hard not to like (being around) him. And that I am quoting my brother.

I shall stop here. I need to go prepare the food for my bbq tonight. YUM.