Sometimes I wonder if I am pushing myself too hard at work; after all when I look at my project schedules, I am actually on target for most of them. Do not know why I feel so stressed and so pressed for time to finish my work. Haha... I went to the doctor's two days ago. He told me I'm too tensed and stressed. Need to lay off work a little. Offered me two days MC but I only took one. Never imagined there will come a day where I will actually turn down MCs... Hiaz, but just imagine for two days of rest I will have to work four days to catch up. Not worth it at all.

Oh yeah, the psycho struck again. For those of you who have heard my horror encounter with this psycho you probably have a pretty good idea just how scary he is. Anyway, he contacted me like two Sundays ago and I told him I was busy and that was that. Then yesterday he started sending me messages again, asking me how I am and what I am busy with and how he is still thinking of me (shudders). O.....k... Told him I am still very caught up with work and school and hardly have time to socialise. The gist of the whole situation is that I am trying to tell him I have no time for him and not interested to find time for him in the nicest possible way but he just goes on and on. Come on, even on the very first date I have made it very clear to him that I was not on the lookout for romance. So what is this issue about me making excuses not to meet him or dating someone else, and here is the funny one, that 'is he not my type'? Duh! How did he manage to figure that out now... (say that in a very sarcastic tone now). Told me that I should feel free to be very honest with him if I am not interested in him or is seeing someone else 'because it is a torture just waiting around for an answer'??? Why is that suddenly my fault? I gave an answer even before he posed the question and I definitely told him his decision to wait will have nothing to do with me. Sigh... He is not just a psycho. He is a desperate psycho. And a very dense one. If he thinks that I am finding excuses to reject him then why does he not just take it as it is and buzz off? Do I really have to be brutal? Haiz...

On top of that he had to go bother my friend and ask her about me and when she tells him I am as busy as I have said I am, he thinks she is lying to him. What the....?

Men. As a good friend once worked out for me: men = trouble

Haha. Yep.