Went down to 'the pub' again tonight. Ok, by now some of you would have known which pub it is but for the rest who don't I think I'll continue to keep mum for the time being. Anyway, was having quite a bit of fun horsing around with my friend, and later with my brother and his gal pal. I was thinking probably tonight I won't see him after all when sudddenly he appeared in front of me. And I swear my friend and brother will testify I went cuckoo and all-high. Haha... Ok, so I was acting coy and pretended not to have noticed him and all, even when he was like sitting right on the arm of my couch I was like looking the other way and pretended not to notice. Two reasons: One, because I have until Thursday before my 'curfew' is up and I did not want to slap myself before that. Two, he saw me. If he was interested he should have approach me. Would it have killed him to come over and say hi? Apparently so. Even when I was sitting all alone on the couch and he was right beside he also refused to just sit next to me and say hi. Sheesh. However, he spent the time stealing looks and glances over at me. My brother testifies to that! Hmmm..... And you know what I overheard him shouting to his friend? It went something like 'well if she's playing cool then I shall play cool too'. Was he referring to me? And was he shouting it so loudly on purpose so I could hear? He was just an arm's length away; again MY arm's length. My brother thinks he's definitely interested in me but he has not the guts to approach me yet. Do I bite? *Grrr...*

Actually although I'm a little disappointed that he just walked off and did not say hi, I guess in the end I'm really glad he did not. Why? Because it has given me little bit more time to think about things, to put things into perspective before I can do whatever I want, if I want.

What do I want? Frankly just to make friends and take things real slow from there. I'm not hoping for anything and I'm not expecting anything. I'm actually quite contented with the way things are. Contentment is the greatest bliss one can ever know.

Maybe I'll call him on Thursday, maybe next week. Maybe next month. I do not know... We'll see how I feel then.

Ramble ramble.....