I feel a breakthrough coming. Once more.
But now, right this moment, I am just very, very sleepy.
Night world.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Perhaps...
Your Personality Is |
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
I thought it would be something like grey or brown. Ha.
Your Heart Is Blue |
 Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty |
This must be the other side of me others seldom see...
You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament |
 Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace. You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions. You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional. You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others. While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything. You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams. You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. |
But I am not getting anyone!!!
Your Love Element Is Metal |
 In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other |
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Monday, January 09, 2006
The doctor made me laugh today. Asked me why I did not go back to him immediately when I found the medicine did not work. And he said I scare him everytime I cough. Gee, are my symptoms that serious? Anyway one good thing I established today is that he remembers me well enough for me to just call him for small things next time. After all, he was the one who asked me to call first next time to update my situation.
Sometimes I find life really funny, especially when I look back on how things turned out for me. I still cannot figure out if mine is a blessed life or cursed. I guess it is all just a matter of from which perspective am I looking at things.
How true it is when it was said that the only constant is change and that what is predictable is that life never is predictable. Cliché. But true.
Well, no whining. Because it only makes you feel worse than you already do. Always think the best in people and situations, until they have proven themselves otherwise beyond a reasonable doubt.
Have a happy 2006. Be happy every day.
Sometimes I find life really funny, especially when I look back on how things turned out for me. I still cannot figure out if mine is a blessed life or cursed. I guess it is all just a matter of from which perspective am I looking at things.
How true it is when it was said that the only constant is change and that what is predictable is that life never is predictable. Cliché. But true.
Well, no whining. Because it only makes you feel worse than you already do. Always think the best in people and situations, until they have proven themselves otherwise beyond a reasonable doubt.
Have a happy 2006. Be happy every day.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
In retrospect, or rather, in summary, the year that has gone by has been a wonderful year because of several reasons:
1) I have been happier last year than I had been for the past few years.
2) I have moved along significantly in my career, towards the goal I have set myself.
3) Nothing really nasty or unfortunate happened to me that I can still recall now.
4) I met many new and interesting people, some nice and here to stay. Some just passing by to add some colours to my existence.
5) I am learning to assert myself and my opinions in a non-agressive way.
6) I have learnt that positive thinking and attitude DOES affect the way your life works out.
7) Believe I can and I can.
8) Hang around people who likes and loves you just as you are. Only then will you learn to accept yourself as you are and see the good they see in you.
9) Once in a while, take time off to do absolutely nothing but sleep.
10) Work will always be there. Get off when you have to.
My health has not been this good the second half of last year because of my allergies and I suffered alot for it, including being home sick on the first workday of the new year, today! But it has also allowed me to learn many new things about my body that I have overlooked before. So it is not all dismal.
The only lacking point in my life is perhaps someone to call when I am down and someone to hug when I am cold. But it is better to welcome the chilly wind in my face as a refreshing breeze than feel sorry for myself. Nope, I am way... past being sorry and miserable. I want to be happy.
Wee.....
Happy as a butterfly.
1) I have been happier last year than I had been for the past few years.
2) I have moved along significantly in my career, towards the goal I have set myself.
3) Nothing really nasty or unfortunate happened to me that I can still recall now.
4) I met many new and interesting people, some nice and here to stay. Some just passing by to add some colours to my existence.
5) I am learning to assert myself and my opinions in a non-agressive way.
6) I have learnt that positive thinking and attitude DOES affect the way your life works out.
7) Believe I can and I can.
8) Hang around people who likes and loves you just as you are. Only then will you learn to accept yourself as you are and see the good they see in you.
9) Once in a while, take time off to do absolutely nothing but sleep.
10) Work will always be there. Get off when you have to.
My health has not been this good the second half of last year because of my allergies and I suffered alot for it, including being home sick on the first workday of the new year, today! But it has also allowed me to learn many new things about my body that I have overlooked before. So it is not all dismal.
The only lacking point in my life is perhaps someone to call when I am down and someone to hug when I am cold. But it is better to welcome the chilly wind in my face as a refreshing breeze than feel sorry for myself. Nope, I am way... past being sorry and miserable. I want to be happy.
Wee.....
Happy as a butterfly.