Ok, the year has gone by almost in a breeze. Before I go any further, below is a list of what I had planned to do for today, and what I DID do. Ha.

0930 Get out of bed
1230 Crawled out of bed

1030 Get the laundry done
Laundry is still in the basket

1130 Clean up my room and change the sheets
Room is still a mess and the sheets are still as it was

1230 Get lunch
1400 Got lunch

1400 Be at Esplanade for an appointment
1530 Left house with parents

So you see, basically whatever I had planned did not go exactly as I wanted. All because I slept late. But it is not my fault really, not that I am a lazy bum. Rather, it was because I must have stopped breathing at least four or five times last night because of my sinus and thus did not sleep well and so caused me to sleep in this morning. Sigh, the doctor said I can either have an operation, but it will recur few years down the road, or live with the problem OR, I can be on long-term medication, which means continually feeding my system with steriods and antibiotics. Not very attractive options. So I decided to live with it as long as I can. Well, at least I am happy.

Life has been pretty amazing this year. I got out of an unhappy work environment, found a job I like, working with people I can agree with; just received news of an early confirmation and an increment. Travelled more than I ever did the past 25 years, met more people and learnt more things of life than I had. More importantly, I am beginning to feel good about myself again after so long. I must say though a huge part of it has to do with me adjusting my attitude towards life and learning what should be my priorities and who should be my critics. It is not about surrounding myself with people who only say nice things about me, it is about being around people who are honest yet non-judgemental to me.

I have had a fruitful time this year. No regrets. No grudges.

yep, that is me below. Haha. I like a good dose of fun and plafulyness around me. Alright, not THAT quiet. But can be...

Men See You As Understated

You are an intriguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?

Well, in case I had put my foot in my mouth or my nose where it is not wanted again, I just want to state I only want to see my friends happy and happy with their choices and decisions.

I am not philosophising or trying to act high and mighty. Just sharing what I had learnt and gone through myself. But I must admit that everyone has a different experience and concluding perspective.

I just honestly believe that no one can make you happy but yourself and no one should make you sad but yourself.

It feels like the time has come for me to exorcise all my demons and face some facts and test some truths that has been waiting for me all these while.

If you are reading this and you get an unexpected call from me, please let us just talk.

I am a

Woman

Student

Sister

Master

Friend

Procrastinator

Daughter

Worker

Believer

Lover

Servant

Teacher

Girl


I am as I am.

Your Alias Should Be:

Scarlett River

What Should Your Alias Be?

I like the 'scarlett' part. Heehee.

You go, girl!

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest... And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

Your Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems. Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones. Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

What Element Are You?

Heeheehee...

Your Love Quote

Love makes the wildest spirit tame, and the tamest spirit wild.

What Love Quote Suits You?

Well, I have comments these two weeks that I am beginning to dress like an auntie. Haha...

Your Fashion Style is Girly

You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've got Dresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn heads You love feeling like a girl in any setting Even your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

What's Your Fashion Style?

I am not a cat person. More of a dog person. Friends who know me will know. But these few days, I cannot help but lose my heart to a little kitty my brother brought home to cat-sit for his friend. Still a baby, a sweet one. I do feel bad having to keep him caged up within a small area we fenced up just for him. Yes, it is a him. Will try to post pictures some day, soon.

Well, I have decided to make one last attempt to salvage something. A relationship. A friendship. A history. A part of me. I do not want to look back and have to confess I just let it slip. It will not be easy or straightforward. But it will be necessary. Well, I owe it to myself I guess.

It will be pointless now to say who is right or wrong. It is not the issue anymore anyway. I just want to move on with a clear conscience and mind, I hate having unresolved issues hanging around me... Of course, it is not all my call. Everyone has a right to decide what they want.

I quite enjoy my current work and colleagues BUT I do not like that I do not get paid on time. It is not fair. I cannot understand why no one ranted against it. Why no one objected to it and raised opinions about it. No one is happy but everyone just accepts it grudgingly.

Weird. I shall spend some time considering if I will accept this nonsense as well...

Ha.

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

What's Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?