Renovation works has started in Bedok Home. So noisy. Can't hear myself think. Phone lines are all down. Hahaha... no need to entertain boliao calls.

Shit.

Been thinking about the two men the whole morning. Thank God for a dreamless night, at least I'm getting some reprieve in my sleep, for the time being. The whole of yesterday I kept checking my phone for messages, from the new fellow. Haha... kind of disappointed there was none. Haiz... So last night while I was at A's place lounging by the pool, I asked her if and can I text him instead and she said why not, doesn't have to mean anything. So ok, I text and asked what he was doing. Maybe I shouldn't have, but then I suppose everything is how you want it to be only. If you are not expecting anything then you lose nothing. Relativity.

The strange coincidence is that the both of them share the same Chinese surname. Ha.

What am I feeling now? Heartache when I think of the one that has gone. Apprehension when I think of the one that has just appeared. It's a lot of assumptions on my part especially when it comes to the new guy. He might not even be interested in me in the first place. Kekeke... After all, I don't really know him at all. Neither does he know me. He's just someone I met thrice, had dinner with once. I"m just surprised at myself that I can be attracted to someone at the second meeting. I must be going nuts. HA!

Ramble ramble.....