I was so pissed. Now I'm still feeling a little sore. Never mind...

K, can't work today at all, tried to write my reports and all I can hear is 'dong dong dong' and 'drrrr drrrr drrrr'. Haiyo, All that hacking and drilling driving me and my colleagues nuts. And the air-con broke down. ARGH!!! We're all going to wear bikinis to work tomorrow. Hahaha...

Ok, woke up this morning my thought was on the new fellow. Hmm, well at least it's a change from HIM... Mmmm, was talking to my friend last night about what has been happening and how I feel about all these. I'm just glad that I had finally figured out, well sort of, what I should do after tomorrow because I know I would have gone up to him (the new fellow) otherwise and just tell him straight in the face that I am attracted to him. Hahaha... Lucky, my decision is to let sleeping dogs lie and just let God take charge what happpens thereafter. Can you imagine me going: 'Hi, just want to let you know that I am attracted to you.' Duh... hahaha.

I'm giving myself two weeks to see if I still keep thinking of him and how I feel when I think of him. Then again, after two weeks everything might have died off which is just as well. Kekeke, of course during these two weeks I won't contact him on my part (or I'll die trying k?!) but doesn't mean I won't answer his call or sms if he does. Hahaha...

Haiya, basically I think I kind of stop him in his steps on Saturday when I told him that I don't think this is a good time for me to meet anyone yet as I'm still not able to give anything of myself as of now. Maybe that's why suddenly the evening seemed a little awkward thereafter. *shrug* Whatever.

Then again I'm so worried what if this guy, or the next guy, can't love me the way I want to be loved? Sigh, can't penalise WS for not trying. He did do his best. I am very 'fan4 jian4', hahaha.

Ramble ramble.....