On MC today. Nothing serious. Just a nagging sore throat and a reluctance to get out of bed; body aching. Could have dragged myself to work but I'm too tired...

Received a call a little while ago from the gym but I missed it. Didn't recognise the number when I returned the call. Nobody knows who called. I'm not sure either if it was the sales team or the trainer who called. Waited till the line hung up. Decided not to call again or message the trainer to find out. I'll be biting my own tongue of I do right? But my heart was pitter pattering a little when I heard the receptionist say 'California Fitness Orchard'.... haha. But I'm not buying into the 'oh, it must be fate' talk either. Don't believe in such things because one, your fate has been decided by God long ago; two, you can decide your fate. It seems like a total contradiction doesn't it? But it's not. Think about it. God has decided our fate, but He also gives us the freedom of choice to choose as we want.

Had a talk with a good friend last night and told him that he's been misinterpreting some stuff he's reading on my blog. Yes, it seems as if there are two different persons around when you read my blog and hear me talk. But if you look closer and try to understand me deeper you'll see it's really the same old me. I'm not really in any kind of dilemma or too confused to figure out what's going on in my life right now or even too swept away to know what's best for myself. I am very clear of what the consequences are if I make certain choices and take certain actions. I have never been, and is certainly not now, a giggly girl easily swept up by puppy love or crushes. And I certainly do not subscribe to them. Ha. My friends from eons ago will testify to that. Kekeke...

Today while I was at the clinic, I thought of HIM and the last time HE went there with me and I got a little sad. I remembered all the sweet things HE used to do for me and how HE would always fuss over me when I say I don't feel well or show tiredness. Sigh. Please don't get the wrong idea k, I'm not grieving here. I'm just reminiscing. Hey, you would miss even a dog or cat if it went missing right? What more a guy you've loved for over two years?! Give me a break.

Whoever called, please call again. I hate not knowing. Set my heart at ease please. Sigh... haha.

Ramble ramble.....