Miss blogging. Too busy at work to write (or should I say type?) and the internet was not working for me at home the last two days, only just managed to get it going again today. Thanks Bao! Almost suffered a fit from 'internet withdrawal syndrome'. Haha.

Worked late today, didn't leave the office till almost 9pm! Dead tired, wanted to come home to continue but don't think I'll punish myself so hard. Hee. I'll continue tomorrow. Actually it feels good to work so hard and late. Didn't really mind. Only missed having someone to pick me up after that and bring me for dinner. Sigh, what I would do for a big hug... *deep breath in... exhale phoo...*

Darn. The heart still misses HIM sometimes. The past few days, I've got this nagging feeling that HE'S fallen ill. Told myself it's none of my business anymore but still can't help feeling concerned. Almost rang up HIS mum to ask if HE'S ok. Sheesh.

The trainer didn't call either. Sad.... Was down at the pub again last night but he wasn't there. Then again I was down early and I left early. Perhaps he went after I had left. Haha... Haiz. Today's the 8th day. Another 6 days more to go. I already know what I'm going to say to him when I can finally call/sms him. Haha, nope. Not going to tell any one of you what I'm going to say. Not now anyway, maybe after I've said it. Keke. Yea, I know. So far this trainer seems like bad news, in all sense of the word. But let's all be fair, we don't really know him enough to judge right? And we shouldn't be judging anyway. After all, maybe I'm the one who's only out to have a good time at the end of all these. Hee. Let's all just hang around and chill out. No sweat. I can't really go very far wrong when I have so many people looking out for me. *smiles* So far, only one friend thinks he's a 'good man'. Then again, he could be saying that just to get me off his back. He says that about every Tom, Dick and Harry that turns up. Hmmm.... luckily I've struck him off as my gatekeeper, not doing a very good job here, too indiscriminate. Hahaha....

It's almost midnight... The cough syrup makes me drowsy but it also keeps my mind running non-stop at night. Funny. Can't really sleep deeply... Sigh. Should be turning in soon. Too many late nights no good. Haha.

Thought on a tandem: Hmmm... Really beginning to like hanging out at the pub. Always something I wanted to do but never really got round to doing it till now. Ha. Next time, I'll open my own pub. But I'm going to ban smoking. I hate the stale smell of cigarette smoke in my hair, on my clothes, everywhere! I'm sure there are just as many people who don't smoke who enjoy pubbing as there are those who do smoke. Don't see why the non-smokers have to suffer in silence all the time. Sorry gal, smoke outside then come in k? Kekeke...

Oh, one more thing. I may be leaving the country for work. So far only told two persons. Don't say anything yet ok!!!? Yes, especially you. Don't go announcing it for me yet. Thank you very much. It's you, don't turn around and pretend. Hahaha... 'Will anyone of you miss me?' *shouts* Haiz. *hugs myself* I love you all. It's going to be tough when I do leave. Please, please , please, must think of me often and miss me now and then ok?

Ramble ramble.....