I put on a bit of meat around the waist. The skirts aren't dropping that badly now. However, the appetite was gone today. Didn't feel like eating anymore. Felt sick. Not in the mood to eat.

I think now the wiser thing for me to do is to go on with life before the email. Just continue with what I was doing and what I wanted to do. Pretend I never saw that.

The head feels a little heavy. The heart feels a little numb. The eyes see but do not comprehend. The ears hear but do not understand.


Will the sun shine on my sadness,
And vapourize it into the air?
Will the rain beat down on my pain,
And carry it into the seas?
Will the winds rush around my soul,
And scatter it over the mountains?

Can my love be dulled,
By the passing of time?

The birds still sing
The stars still shine
The waves still rush to shore.

And I, still am