She walks down the lane.

She turns the way she wants to go.

She doesn't look the way where the bike used to be. It has slipped her mind to do so more and more.

She's at peace.

Last night I had a dream again, cannot remember what it was but remembered who was in it. And HE came nowhere near it. In fact, it was a dream about the trainer. Haha, probably because I saw him last night.

No, I did not date him. I was out with my babe and her friends in MS and he happened to be there too. (OK confession time: when my friend asked me to head there I did wonder if he'll be there too and it was partly because I had hoped to see him that I went. Oops. Hee.) Anyway, spotted him but kept my distance and presence from him. Until we went over to the club next door and he walked by me. I decided I should just say hi so I reached out to touch his arm. He was surprised to see me. (Told him before that I'm not the clubbing sort. Haha. )Anyway, thereafter I did keep away from him, always pretending not to see him but always observing him from the corner of my eye. In fact, he was always the one who called or reached out to me when I walk past. Hee. Only gave him a smile each time. Then, he came over to my couch and raised his bottle to my glass. No words spoken, only subtle smiles were exchanged . My group of companions were surprised (except for babe because I had pointed him out to her earlier); well I don't think I would be picked up at such places this easily k?

The rest of the night just went by with him walking in and out of the room... Was it just me or did he cast glances my way every time he comes back in? As I was leaving I thought I saw him telling a lady about me. They were looking in my direction.

I just left. Didn't say goodbye.

His behaviour around the ladies got me wondering. I'm not comfortable with what I saw. Too friendly and touchy-feely with all of them. I'm not jealous, just thought that if he behaves like that with every lady then I need to re-evaluate what has transpired between us this far. What's his game? What are the rules? Will this be how it is going to be even when he is spoken for? I will be very disturbed.

Pity.

Well, two weeks. To cool off everything and I'll call him for that 'second date' and find out more.

When will I see you again
When will we share precious moments
Will I have to wait forever
Or will I have to suffer and cry the whole night through
When will I see you again
When will our hearts beat together
Are we in love or just friends
Is this my beginning or is this the end
When will I see you again
Are we in love or just friends
Is this my beginning or is this the end
When will I see you again...

Hee.

Ramble ramble.....