Ok, changed a new skin for my blog. The last one had the girl 'running away'... haha. Dumbz say I didn't pay her enough that's why...

Onto a more serious note, my grandmother was diagnosed with diabetes. Her blood sugar rose to 500 from 200 in a few months. Seems like her pancreas is no longer producing insulin that's why... sigh, and she has such a sweet tooth... She had everyone scolding her for eating too much sweet stuff and drinking to much soft drinks. Yes, my grandmother eats and drinks as much sweet stuff as any young person. She actually stocks up on sweets and soft drinks in her home. Sheesh... Now I'm banning all, giving everything sweet in her fridge away. Poor thing, it's her birthday this saturday and I ordered a big durian cake for her, she loves durians.... now I told her she can only blow the candles, cut the cake and take pictures. No cake for her....

Guess I've prepared myself a long time ago that she will one day slowly dysfunction bit by bit and the day will come when she's leaving. So I'm not too upset about her diagnosis. I always believe that as long as I treat her well when she's around and she knows I love and care for her then it's alright. Afterall, she's going home to the good Lord what, no more suffering there, better right? But I know I'll still cry when the day comes......

I love her a lot. More than my mum, heehee. While everyone else had their mum caring for them when they were growing up, I had my grandmother. Until today, she's the one whom I feel really bad upsetting, even over my mum. Hahaha.... I pray she'll be able to overcome this obstacle as she had her previous fall, which was bad. At least live long enough for me to earn enough to pay for a holiday for her.

Ramble ramble......