Some of you are not too certain what happened the past week. Well, the conclusion is that I have finally decided to 'sack' the trainer. It is a very simple equation actually. When he refused to reply me my question to him, I decided that is it. No point dragging on and make myself miserable or appear hard-up for him. That is not really the case anyway. Funny thing is while he was the one who has been keeping silent, he has also been the one so far to be 'playing games' with me. Each time he sees me and my brother at the gym or at the pub he will try to attract my attention by speaking loudly around me or staring impolitely at my brother. Huh? It's ok, I do not really care anymore. But I will play along if he wants and we will see who has the last laugh. Haha... Cheap thrill? You bet.

Anyway, things are uneasy not just for me but for some of my friends too, each with their own set of problems. All of us trying to cope as best as we can and know how. Most are leavng it to God's hands, while the rest like me, just try to get by each day. I suppose it is all part of growing up and getting acquainted with the world. I feel sad for all of us. I feel sorry too that we are all hurting so much. I guess at this time, we can only do so much for each other since we all have our own burdens. However, I know we will never walk away if we do get a SOS call. I know I won't. In fact, it is actually kind of like a catharsis when you try to console someone else and their problems take precedence over your own. It makes you feel you are not such a big deal after all. I hope my friends will not shy away from coming up to me or the others. Altruism IS a soul-soothing thing. Let us all do something for one another.