Haiz.... why am I sighing? Because I confess that I have been thinking quite a lot about him these two days. I have never stopped thinking about him for a single day, it's only a matter of how intensively and how much. And these two days everything seem to trigger off a memory. And if I let my guard down, I know I will slip back again into my melancholic mood, which I absolutely refuse to do. One thing struck me though, I had never thought I would actually miss riding on a bike, feeling the wind in my face and holding on tight to the man you love. But I do. I miss that intimate moment belonging to just the two of us as we ride on the bike. Will I ever stop thinking about him? I doubt so.

Was talking to my mum today about my outings with 'guys'. She's still insisting that I shouldn't go out with a guy I'm not interested in as I might be leading him on. I had to remind her times are different now, going out with a guy doesn't mean you are interested in him. Friends hang out with one another, never mind if they are male or female. Besides, no guy nowadays will automatically assume that just because you went out a couple of times with him you must be attracted to him. Puh-lease! Was telling her that I have a friend who drives either of his parents 'branded cars' alternately and she was commenting that it's not his anyway. Then I reminded her that when I went out with this guy who OWNED the 2 porsches he had she commented that he was too old too. So what is her ideal man? 'Someone young and rich, who owns his own fancy car'. So I pointed out to her that if the guy is young, it's unlikely the fancy car he drives is his. If he owns the fancy car he drives, it's unlikely he's young. so what gives? She pondered for a moment and laughed 'oh yea, I say a lot hor?' DUH.

Met my group of guy friends for dinner. Don't know what's with them today but they couldn't stop shooting remarks at me. All in good nature but which leaves me speechless to retort. I think they're trying to make me name them on my blog tonight. Not yet. One fine day I will disclose their identity. Haha...

God is good amen! I love this guy!!!! Muack.

Ramble ramble.....