Haha, yes I'm bored at work. Got a few to things to finish by end of this week and I'm still sitting on my bum doing naught. Haha.... I just can't concentrate at work... feeling tired today also. Think I might be falling sick, throat hurts. It was swollen this morning.
Ok this morning my heart skipped a little. Here's why:
11:32:04am - 'Sweetie, tonight 7pm remember?' (aahhh, how nice to be greeted like this in the morning. kekeke...)
11:32:25am - 'Trying not to... Haha' (honestly, still contemplating if I should cancel. What's the point of turning up to be shown how the machine works when I know I won't sign up??!! Ha.)
11:34:07am - 'Huh? Why?'
11:34:11am - 'Never mind, I'll see you tonight then. Do I call you when I'm there? (decide I should just be cool and normal. Don't overreact.)
11:36:05am - 'Just come to the counter and look for me.'
11:37:05am - 'Ok, be nice tonight. Don't break my bones.' (wasn't flirting here, honest! Just trying to tell him don't be pushy on me.)
11:40:11am - 'Okay I'll give u my TLC' (WOW!)
11:39:55am - 'I'm going to hold you to that.' (ok, I'm flirting here. Hehehe.)
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There's this friend I lurp deep deep and he was nagging me last night. He was just trying to irritate and get me to tell him 'I hate you'. Nope, not going to work like that. He's worried about me and what's happening to me. I'm not on a rebound ok! Quit nagging and worrying. Haha. These past three days, when the two men comes into my mind, one has begun to fade and blur while the other is coming into sharper focus. Haha, no prizes for guessing who's who. Good or bad? Guess it's a good thing that I AM REALLY MOVING ON NOW. Bad if I allow the new guy to screw up my mind and emotions again. See, I do know what I should beware of and what is the wiser choice to make. I'm not totally blind and lost yet.
As usual, if you've got a comment, tag on my board. Don't call or message me. Urgh!
Meanwhile stay tuned for tonight's update. Will it be another anti-climatic end to this affair or will something exciting take place?
Ramble ramble.....
