Got caught in a light drizzle as I made my way to work, didn't want to bring umbrella, used my TODAY as shield instead, hahaha....

This morning as I looked upon my bunny, a thought suddenly came into my mind. He would have loved the bunny. He adores pets and animals, even more than I do and most men I know. He's got this soft spot for them, once when his luohan and terrapins died he was so upset....

As I was telling a friend, I can't control my thoughts and feelings, but I can control what I do with them. Here, I'm just sharing my thoughts and feelings with you. It doesn't mean just because I'm telling sob stories I have to sob in front of you too. Right now, I'm not suffering from split personality, I just prefer to be happy when I'm with friends rather than wear my emotions on my face.

Was feeling a little down last night as I left my aunt's place. I had gone over to tutor and babysit my cousin and by the time I left it was almost ten. And she lives all the way in southwest which is VERY FAR from home so I have to take cab if I want to reach home early... And this is what brought me down. I hate going home by myself after a night out, especially if the place is far from home and inconvenient. At times like this I can't help but miss him so much. He was always there to pick me up if it got late and he never minded the distance. Haiz... had to call C to talk to someone on the journey home. Otherwise I think I will feel sorry for myself again.

Memories, they are all that's left when Time has passed you by.

Ramble ramble.....